Where ever I have been the last two months (almost) has been no less than wonderful. I mean, I have to admit, I have driven some of you batty with my anxieties over the boyfriend man thing. I don’t cope well when it comes to the uncertain matters of the heart. Never have.
Despite my anxieties, I’m happy. He makes me feel extraordinary - beautiful inside and out.
I’m so happy that at times, I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do. I have been so miserable with this aspect of my life for so long that I find myself waiting for it to all be taken away. Irrational fear? Possibly.
Lately however, calm has filled my heart and I have found a peace that I have never felt before. The obstacles that, in the past, would have had me running away after the first date years ago have been met with uncharacteristic patience and understanding from me.
It’s amazing how each and every step I have taken in my lifetime has led me directly into this euphoric dance. Everything fits and I can’t wait to see where this path will lead me.
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everyone sing with me..tut too tu du..manamana....
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