
BEFORE ALL THE DRUNKEN MAYHEM
Notice that you can see definition in my eyes, there is some structure to my face rather than a swollen blob and you can actually see my chin line.

DRUNK, SWOLLEN and SWELLING...
Notice how all you can recognize from my face is my eyes - barely. This is what alcohol does to a person's body...(well, ok - my body).
Trust me folks - it's Tuesday and I'm still not 100%. I will be though. I can feel myself coming back out of it. My chest will be a happy camper when it happens too. I mean, I realize I have health issues but I guess I never saw a picture of me having the issue. This is a wake up call if I ever saw one. (as if the hangover wasn't??)
I realize this isn't a flattering thing to be posting online about one self like this. I suppose I only pointed it out because of how shocked I was at the literal difference. I have never seen pictures of it. I guess I had to see it to take it more seriously. (yes there is a camera angle difference but the eyes give it away...Doesn't matter what angle your taking the picture then...)
All my life my parents have been HOUNDING me to behave and TAKE BETTER CARE OF MYSELF because of all the crap wrong with me. I have blatantly disregarded their warnings for most of my 33 years. Don't get me wrong, I do take care of myself. I try really hard to do the right thing for myself including recently joining Weight Watchers to aid me in my weight loss.
What I'm getting at is that I deny I have health issues at times. NOT ALL THE TIME of course or I wouldn't be typing this. I know I wouldn't be here if that were the case. Sometimes I just wish I could be like everyone else.
Tonight is weigh-in at my Weight Watchers meeting and I can assure you that I didn't have a successful week with all the drinking I did. If I lost anything I will be shocked. What sucks is that I have no one to blame but myself for it.
Ugh.
3 comments:
there there. they'll be plenty of great fantastic weeks too!
Oh J, Don't be so hard on yourself. If you were like everyone else life would be boring. Just think all the things about you that is so different makes you interesting.
LOVE YOU!!
But if you didn't get a little wild and crazy, then those of us who CAN'T get too wild and crazy have nothing to read about in the blogs!
Someone has to do it, and I am glad its you! You are a much more entertaining writer!
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