5 am

I woke up this morning at 5am. I got into bed at 8pm. Fell asleep about 11pm.

I'm taking drastic measures to force myself to get some rest. I'm taking two melatonin tablets prior to bed so I can remain sleeping once I actually fall asleep and because of my efforts I have slept a full 6 hours last night - uninterrupted.

I haven't had that much sleep at one time in months.

Even so - I'm still tired. Still in bed, writing this on my laptop.

I found some more jobs to apply for this morning. I'm going to do that, perhaps go on a walk prior to it getting really warm and paint today.

Someone is gonna call me soon and offer me a job - I just know it. Well, more like, I have to believe it. I'm getting sad about it. Sad about that and so many other things. I know I have no reason to be super worried just yet but I am.

I run out of medical this month.