Truth

Due to the break-up - I no longer trust my judgment in my personal life.

Due to my work review - I no longer trust my judgment in my work life.

Since the majority of my life the last year or so has been spent at this particular job and spent in a relationship with a particular man = this represents like, about 99.9999999% of my judgment.

If I can't trust myself to make the right decisions, I got nothing.

Like, at all.