The Meds...

I'm being weened off one drug and put on another. The first day of the new one was a bit overwhelming but I'm doing OK I think. The side effects aren't something I'm found of but I'm hoping they will subside with time.

I thought they would allow me to sleep in but still no luck. I have been up for 2 hours. I'm tired but my mind races constantly and I can't get certain images out of my head.

I wish I was done with this process so I could be back at work with my old schedule. Too busy to think of the horrific weekend I just had.

I can't believe he could do this to me. I make sure I remind myself every morning so I don't forget and just happen to let him back in my life. I saved the emails.

Some how I stopped talking about being sick and about him. He doesn't deserve the space on this blog....

I'm gonna start another painting.