Good Intentions.

It's late.

I just said good-bye to a good friend of mine that came over to watch Project Runway with me. I totally love that show. My friend isn't so bad either.... he he hee.

I had a whole bunch of things that I wanted to write about tonight. That all changed when I put on my yahoo music. The song by Kimberly Locke came on "Change". I don't know what to say. It's like fate I suppose. I was supposed to hear it.

Guess what came on next? One of his types of songs - "Take Me Home Country Road". ....Bleh. Sometimes I really miss him a lot; her too.

I'm busy.

I can't even sleep at night. I'm too worked up from the day. Stressed out. Then he calls and the sound of his voice sends my body into a daze. I can't speak and I breathe again. My body begins to shake and it realizes it's been running on nothing for days on end and instantly I want to sleep while I'm talking to him. It's like magic. Odd really and I hate it.

It's too much power.

I should be sleeping now but I'm taunted by the amount of things I have to do tomorrow. I'm so overwhelmed at this point in my life. I'm not sure what to do about it. I have so much I want to accomplish and not enough hours in the day to achieve things.

If only.....



I still get butterflies in my stomach when he kisses me.