Thursday, August 16, 2007

What happened?

I could tell you a long drawn out story about the injustice that was recently done to me at my job but I will spare you the gory details. That said – I will tell you this; for the first time in my entire career, I played the game. I said something I truly didn’t believe in to save myself. I honestly feel dirty and what I did went against everything I was raised to be.

If there is truly a heaven and a hell with angels and demons at the gates – yesterday, I bowed to Satan.

I feel sick.

4 comments:

David Amulet said...

That's the great thing about karma. You have the chance to redeem yourself. Do a good deed and balance it out.

Last week I grabbed a dog that got loose and was about to go into the street. I'm spiritually even.

-- david

pilgrimchick said...

I understand exactly how you feel, but because a situation happened to me that falls in the opposite category. I feel guilty about doubting what I did--what I knew was right--given the outcome, even though I "know" I did the right thing. I hope all resolves for the better for you.

Anonymous said...

Sweetie- My little love, Self preservation is a good thing. Sometimes you have to get a little dirty to keep your garden growing. Now, remember to ask for help when you need it and all will work out fine.
Your Fairy godmother,
Queenie

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