I’m still sick. I’m on my second round of antibiotics and I think it’s finally doing the trick. I’m slowly getting better. The older I get the more frightening getting sick can be. I’m tired today. I’m tired and depressed – for so many reasons.
I have been cleaning my house like a crazy person but mainly I’m going through boxes of old things. It doesn’t look all that clean yet. It looks like I have been tearing into everything and making piles everywhere. I still can’t get over how much CRAP I have. Still - after all the sorting I have been doing.
Sometimes the sorting is painful. I come across old letters and cards from past friends, boyfriends & my ex-husband. There are so many things I would do differently knowing what I know now. I regret so much and there is nothing I can do about it.
Nothing but learn and not repeat it.
4 comments:
What abt inviting Coonie for coffee and maybe you guys can shoot the breeze :)
coonie also keeps old letters in a tree somewhere.
I hope you get better soon. Being depressed and down isn't going to help, afterall. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. You are an awesome person, and you are stronger from all you've gone through.
Now take it easy and get healthy.
You have a fever. And the only perscription is more cowbell.
did anyone say "more cowbell?"
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