I don't have the same 'oomph' I have had in the past for skating. I have to push myself to go each time it's open. I wish it was easier but I choose to make it hard than it is I think. It's just that I'm crabby about it sometimes.
My muscles hurt.
They hurt because I haven't skated all summer due to all the medical issues I have been having. Last night I wished that wasn't the case as I strained my muscles to push my out of shape body faster down the dome concrete hallways.
Five miles. That is all I did. I used to warm up with five miles. I used to 'just be getting started'. Five miles was nothing. Now it's everything I can do and I'm lucky I did that much.
Last night was hard. I get so dizzy and winded. I wish my body wasn't fighting me. This would be much easier. I'm not as well as I hoped to be but I'm a stubborn one. I always think I can do more. No one tells me I can't do something and gets away with it.
Not even me.
Maybe they are right. Maybe I should sit around the rest of my life and do nothing while I watch the weight pile on me some more. Maybe I should just let my body got to hell. I hear Type 2 Diabetes is in season this year.
Think it will go with my pink scarf?
3 comments:
I think that Jacque can "piss in the tall grass"!
Hey, I get away with it. Not really,,,but what I tell you usually comes to pass. lol
keeping rollin' J!
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