My Life

Ya know --- instead of getting back into bed and trying to fall asleep I can't. I'm thinking my guts out sitting in front of this lame ass computer and bloging about my lame ass life.

I think it's safe to say that I have gone through a whole hell of a lot in my young 32 years. When I tell people the truth of my life, they think I'm embellishing or making something up.

I'm not. It's true.

I'm only finding out that after all the craziness (some even inflected on myself) it's hard to not be jaded and mistrusting. I feel as if my view of the world is skewed, so much so that I fear I will never be the same.

I need to move from this hell hole of a city, quit my job, move to the country, write a book, draw some pictures and enjoy what little bit left of this life that I might have.

I'm so tired of trying to make this work.