Monday, July 28, 2003

Change

Lately, I have noticed a lot of change in my life. I have become intolerant of certain people, idea's and behaviors. I can't seem to put my finger on exactly what made things change for me but they have.

In the recent months I have grown to hate my job of nine years that I dearly loved because of the people I now have to work with. I've asked to be transferred.

I need a more sensible car for my lifestyle. I trade my New Beetle for a used truck.

I loathe the responsibility of my house and the work and money it involves. I'm researching
condo/townhome living.

My house is full of cluttery knicknacks. Less is more. I'm going to sell my items on e-bay.

I can't handle knowing that my friends are repeating behaviors I need to get away from. I've walked away or voiced my lack of support. I can't do it anymore.

Dating used to be the main focus of my life. Jacque without a man was not Jacque. Periodically, I've been on one date wonders. No one is good enough.

My finances have been horrible since my surgery two years ago. I have finally paid the bills off. I plan on starting my home based business in two to three months to supplement my income.

I had this idea that my best friend was going to fall in love with me in some romantic whirlwind of love. I'm just a chick he has a lot in common with.

You would think that some of these changes are minor but they seem so big to me. Maybe a part of me is growing up. Maybe I'm not so focused on other things that I'm not figuring out what I want to do with my life. It's possible that you will be coming to this site to purchase my artwork soon. Who knows.

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