Sometimes when you look at someone on the outside all you see is their physical appearance. It's not something that most people will admit too but people will judge you based on this first impression. I have to confess that I am horrible at looking past the physical side of a persons being. I can do it and have in the past but if I'm given the choice between a hot dog and a steak more than likely, I will choose that steak.
I condemn people for that very reason at times and here I am admitting that I am a violator of my own condemnation. Something that I have to admit to myself is this fact. Please don't misconstrue what you read as the end all be all of what I am because I do see other things of course. Personality, charm, values, humor and so on and so on. I suppose me being more of an independent person and thinker, I search for these qualities in other people. I literally crave that intellectual side of a person but if they have a nice ass to go along with a not so great mind my brain tends to melt and I forget I've got standards and deserve better than how they treat me.
Maybe I'm not so bad and I'm really not that way but I have always fallen for the good looking bad boy that doesn't have squat and has an attitude to boot more times than not. The world is made of many of them. Too many.
I have dated quite a few beautiful looking people. However, lately, I'm not seeing the beauty in them at all. I see what their heart holds and it's nothing that I want in my life. It actually makes me physically sick inside to see what they really are. It's a pity really, that the good looking get attention from so many that they are usually so vain and selfish that they don't even realize what they truly look like to the outside world.
Something I thought I would share with you again.....
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