Help

I suppose I'm not a religious person. I grew up Catholic and went to private school. I was plastered with Jesus, God and the Holy Ghost. All it required was a whole lot of faith, a little bit of unearthy fear and some guilt. I had the faith, fear and I was absolutley great with the guilt. I never got over my own ideas and thought so I suppose I shyed away from it and formed my own opinion. Years of being away from the church has only made my case stronger seeing what is there but I still have that faith - that there is a greater good, a higher power, a energy of pure enlightenment.

Recent events in my life.... have been extroadinary to say the least. Unsure how to explain the magnitude of what I speak of other than letting go of all reason and looking up and saying...."Lord, help me."